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Oh, Katie, what happened?! Gimme their names and I’ll fly over there to beat them up.

The bucket of pure crazy roommate, who has been slowly ruining her relationships with everyone else in the room, finally got her chance at me, and she basically flipped out on me for not apologizing to her (as a response to her violent screaming the other night) when she was clearly in the wrong.  I was only being honest with her because I feel like people deserve that (but this was bad because we were kinda drunk and also she lives in a delusional world), and then I was holding back because her poor brother was standing right near us, but it wasn’t pretty.  Then I wound up walking around campus sobbing till somehow the rest of the roommates found me.

And then I’ve been a mess ever since, even though she doesn’t deserve my time, because I’ve got too many other emotions to deal with this one yet.  And then none of the 6 or 7 people I texted for help responded to me in time to really help, and then they didn’t help.  And then I was just lucky enough to wind up on the doorstep of the one sober, intelligent, rational friend I had and he gave me Sour Patch Kids and walked me across the parking lot till I could see my room again.

What happened? I go to sleep for a few hours and now I don’t know what’s going on with your eyes and now there’s a crazy roommate..

Yeah, I think the eyes are getting better, haha.  But the crazy roommate, I couldn’t even say.  She was wildly drunk, and her ex-boyfriend was visiting (partly because he might still be in love with her, and also because he still has a ton of friends here).  And then she was pissed at other roommates for inviting him somewhere (I mean, we realized we had him in the dorm of her current fuck buddy, but the ex didn’t know that, and we got him out of there before he caused damage).  I’m not sure.  I just heard really scary screaming for a while when I really had to use the bathroom, and now I’m awake at 5am.

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I really want to just take a nap. Maybe for a few hours. I just think i’m repeating myself over and over.. Oh, alright, I’ll get off tumblr and back to library. I’m not supposed to be here anyway. I forbade myself.

I think a nap would make everything better.  And it’s okay, I have no will power to keep myself off here, either.

My dissertation will prolly have some weird-ass acid trip stuff in there. I haven’t slept more than 4 hours straight for the last two weeks and my global deadline for everything is the 9th. Some things will be submitted after that..

After not really sleeping the last couple nights, my words are slurring.  And some of the papers I passed in, I did so without proofreading.  And then I made the mistake of actually reading some of what I wrote.  English Major Katie was horrified.  Political Science Katie was pissed off at the wasted intro paragraph.  But Delusional Katie from 4am this morning was like, “YES.  MORE OF THESE WORDS.  DO IT.”

It’s not a good way to be.

That is fucking weird. I love oats and coffee, but both of them I prefer in conjunction with some sort of liquid. Milk or water at least.

Yeah, she has weird tastes, and an unhealthy relationship with food, to be completely honest.

But I also have another roommate who will eat just about anything no matter how far past its expiration date it is.

I love that all caps thing :D And the snoring is just another reason why I love to have my own room :)

Haha, yeah, the only time I had a room of my own at school was when I was in Ireland and it was the greatest experience.  Nothing bothered me when I wanted to sleep, I had my own bathroom, and I never had to deal with other people’s mess.

But seriously, this girl snores like you wouldn’t believe.  I mean, my stepdad had a pretty scary snore, but he had sleep apnea and eventually got a mask for it, and my room was the opposite end of the house so I could hide from the sound.  There is no escaping this.

You’re a brunette, right? Like, a proper dark brown hair.. I think you can prolly easily go with the lightest you can find. Maybe a 9 or a 10series from L’Oreal for reference. 9 probably better, just to be safe.

Well, I’m more of a lighter brown.  It would be darker, but I have some random natural highlights mixed that are more obvious in the light than in most pictures, so the color I picked was only a few shades lighter than the average color of my hair.  I think it was a 9 for Natural Instincts.  But maybe I didn’t keep it in long enough, or it wasn’t strong enough because it was a wash out rather than permanent type, or whatever, so I can definitely stand to go even lighter.  I’m going to give it a couple weeks, though, before I try anything else.

Earplugs? I don’t like the pressure but they work for some people.. Does she snore because of a cold?

No, she just snores.  It was the same when we lived together sophomore year.  And I’ve considered earplugs, but I don’t really like them either.  I can do headphones because it’s easier to rest them in my ears and they don’t go in far and I can pull them out easy in my sleep.

But I’ve only got a month left to deal, so yeah.